My love Valerie

I love Valerie with all my heart and more. Spending time with her is so fun and exciting. Now I'm not the most romantic guy and Val knows that, but I always make her feel special and warm on the inside. She's the perfect girl for me an we have so much in common. We like the same music,movies, clothing brands, and most of all when she noticed all the Shakespeare books in my room she didn't laugh or make fun of me like everybody else did. Thank god for my algebra class. without that I wouldn't have my Valerie because that's where we met each other. I think that Garvin High brought me and Val closer to each other mainly because there's so many people there that we both don't like or get along with. I was so thrilled when she told me she was making a list for all those assholes who gave us problems at school. They look at us like were losers, but in my eyes they're the losers because they didn't see how special Val is. It didn't even surprise me how fast are list grew so large because it was so many of those jerks at Garvin who we disliked. I wish there was someway I could get rid of all those people. You know, just make everyone on our list vanish away forever. Then it would be me and Valerie living in peace. No worries about arguing or dealing with those idiots like Chris Summers or Christy Bruter. She's a big problem for Val and he's a big problem for me. Life would be so much easier without the people on that list, especially those two.

I really wonder?

I’m so pissed off right now! I can’t take it anymore. Those idiots at Garvin High are me pushing me to my limits and really getting on my last nerves. I use to try to ignore them as well as the stupid things they would say to me and Val. I’ve always joked with Val about getting rid or hurting of all those clowns on the list, but now I’m really considering it. The only thing is I wonder should I let Val in on my plan and let her know that serious about it. Would she freak out or go along with it. I know my good friend Jeremy would probably agree with me. In fact, he might have an idea to help me come up with some strategies on how I could get rid of all those people on the list. I’ll head over his house later before I go to Val’s house. As a matter of fact I’ll just spend the night at Jeremy’s house and I’ll go see Valerie in the morning. He has the best pot in town, point blank! I love smoking weed, especially after dealing with those degenerates at Garvin High. I could be feeling so uptight and angry, just upset at the whole entire world. One puff of the pot and I’m all better, it relaxes me and makes me feel like I’ve never felt before. Jeremy called it his herbal medicine and it’s been mine lately to. I wonder if Val would be mad at me or ever get jealous of me for spending time with Jeremy. I wonder?

I don't know if I could do it

I’ve been spending a lot of time with my friend Jeremy. He's so cool and laid back at times. He has the attitude like "fuck it" you know, that attitude that he doesn't care about anything. That's the attitude I've been looking for, and I seem to get that feeling and state of mind when I'm with Jeremy. Maybe that’s the reason why I’m with him more than Val. I love Val with all my heart and more But I’m distancing myself from her because honestly I don’t think she ready for what I am about to do. Jeremy knows my plans and even helped me orchestrate it. He got the gun for me and we’ve been practicing how to shoot it at the lake. If Val knew I had a gun she would probably freak out or something so I think its best if this just stays between me and Jeremy. I want to tell her what I’m planning so badly but I’m not sure how she would handle it. Jeremy always tells me not to mention it to her or even joke with her about anymore. “Don’t even talk to her about it all dude, I’m telling you she’s gonna fuck it up” he would say. The past few days, I been looking at Jeremy like were closer then friends, he’s like my big brother with all the right advice. He wouldn’t steer me in the wrong direction, and this was my only way to reach peace for Valerie and myself, so this must be the right thing to do. I’m nervous and a little scared but I got Jeremy in my corner so I’ll be fine.

Its time to carry out my duties

That's it! I can't wait any longer, i'm so anxious to end these problems for Val and I. I'm gonna blow those punk ass jocks and skinny rich barbie bitches away. I didn't wanna take it this far, but they leave me no choice. I always told Valerie " we don't always lose you know, sometimes were the winners". And tomorrow on May second we will both be victorious. Only difference between me and Valerie is she will be here to gloat and celebrate, and I"ll be looking down on her from heaven. I hope what I accomplish will teach those spoiled in-crowd kids a lesson. Not to pick on/torment anyone or look down on them because they look a certain way or listen to a different type of music. I feel so justified in the actions I'm about to do. If the kids at Garvin High weren't so narrow-minded and conceited I wouldn't be doing this honestly. But I've taken so much shit from them and Val's had so much heartache I feel this is the only way to relieve ourselves from this Garvin High trauma.Things would be so much easier for my Val at school if she didn't have to deal with any of those people on our list. I know she's going to love my idea, but I'll keep it to myself. I want it to be a surprise when I blow them all away. Jeremy knows about it and he's the mastermind that helped me create it. He taught me everything I know and gave me the confidence that I could successfully get rid of all those losers on the list. Well, here it goes, Garvin High here I come!